An angel in the book of life

wrote down my daughter's birth.

And whispered as she closed the book,

Too beautiful for earth.

Tuesday, 31 July 2012


Here are some pictures of your beautiful rose, they smell wonderful too princess xxx

Monday, 16 July 2012

Your Rose

Your Rose is blooming sweetheart, it's looking so well this Summer. Late last year it wasn't doing so well, but after Grandad gave us some advice we've been able to bring it back to life! I'll add some pictures of your beautiful rose as soon as I can. Love you precious angel xxx

Friday, 27 January 2012

Missing you

Today 2 years ago should have been your due date, a day filled with hopes and dreams and thoughts of meeting you soon. A day I look back on now with what ifs and if onlys! If only you had arrived that day, you might still be with us now. I look at your baby brother and wonder what you would have been like, what your little personality would have been as a toddling two year old! I miss you so much precious girl, love you forever xxxxxxxxxx

Wednesday, 6 July 2011

17 long months

We miss you so much our precious angel, there's not a day that goes by when we don't think of you. Why does the time go so quickly yet the image if you remains the same, you'll always be my baby girl.
I look at your little brother & wonder what you would have been like, what kind of personality you would have had. Some people would say try not to think of the 'what should have beens' but those people have never lost a child, these thoughts are constantly on your mind. We'll never stop thinking about our lost hopes & dreams for you, just the other day I saw a bride on tv, a tear came to my eyes as I thought of what i'll miss out on with you :(

I'm so, so grateful to have your baby brother safe & well here with us, he's been with us 1 month tomorrow, time has gone so quickly & he has changed so much. But you'll know that because I know you watch over him.
You're always in our thoughts & hearts Evie, lots & lots of love & floaty kisses to you xxxx  

Sunday, 12 September 2010

I miss you baby girl, miss you so, so much. I so wish that things were different and that you were here with us. I love you so much Evie May xxx

Monday, 16 August 2010

Your cousin Millie Rose

I've met your cousin Millie Rose for the first time tonight, she is very beautiful, just like you princess x
Mummy didn't want to put her down, just held her in my arms looking at her in amazement, just so perfect. I know that you are with us in spirit, looking down on your cousin, I just wish you were here in person so that you could get to do all of the things that little girls do together and be the best of friends. Love you so much Sweet Pea & miss you more xxxxxx

Saturday, 14 August 2010

New Life

Your cousin Millie Rose was born yesterday. It has been three days of anxiety and emotions waiting for her to be born, I was more anxious of my reaction when she told me whether baby was a girl or boy! When my sister called with the news of her arrival I cried, sobbed tears of happiness and sadness. I kept apologising to her that I was crying, she told me not to be so silly! I saw a picture of her, she is so beautiful and had lots of dark hair just like you, I am looking forward to seeing her, stay with me sweetheart and keep mummy strong. I love you and miss you so much xxx